Fatherfiguretraitor and Mothercornflowerblue
Here come the daughters of the desert and the sons of snakes
My family, to a hair
They come from the roofs
and they come up from down below
And here comes Ten Grand Goldie
Will she pay by card?
Yes, here comes Ten Grand Goldie
Kisses and departs
Mama, is that right?
Kapit sa patalim
Rock bottom
Hit rock bottom
Would you like some tea?
Here comes Ten Grand Goldie
A foreign word for plants
Yes, here comes Ten Grand Goldie
Now you can fix your pants
Where you’d expect it to be good
perhaps it is not quite so
And where you’d not expect it to be good
perhaps it really is quite so
Here comes the entire Breaker family
Out-breaker, in-breaker, away-breaker
Good morning, day-breaker!
The great rift widens
But they come up from down below
They’re making their own new rules
Here comes Ten Grand Goldie
Without a card, I guess
Yes, here comes Ten Grand Goldie
See you in the aftermath
Nothing works. Nothing works
Here comes Ten Grand Goldie
Here comes Ten Grand Goldie
The turbid water
Flows slowly past
Black and lethargic
And not all that deep
Lethargic and black
Just one person deep
I’m sitting alone
By Landwehrkanal
We met up sometimes
Sometimes also at night
Berlin’s dark sky
Gave us a roof
We had a thousand ideas
And all were good
Now she’s not here any more
By Landwehrkanal
I wasn’t there then
Back then at Rosa’s
Nor in Eden Hotel
Or even afterwards
On Lichtensteinbrücke
After midnight
I’m sitting alone
By Landwehrkanal
We met up sometimes
Sometimes also at night
Berlin’s dark sky
Gave us a roof
We had a thousand ideas
And all were good
And now she’s not here any more
By Landwehrkanal
And now she’s not here any more
By Landwehrkanal
Our song is now freshly renovated
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The walls rendered, a new tone tested
The verses stripped down
A walk-in wardrobe fitted as a final resort
A passage knocked through
A way outside opened up
The worn-out metaphors have been disposed as toxic waste
Enough fresh and untouched provisions are stocked
The maculature scoured for the appropriate lines
Among them all the lies, forth and back, scraped off and accursed
Our Lord’s Corner dreamed away
Vast open space, not at all sacred
For heaven’s sake: No God!
Our sond is now freshly renovated
A few seats left from the ‘60s now reupholstered and restored
A king-size bed is freshly made, suspended in mid-air
We will wait up on the roof terrace
Pick-up guaranteed
Here our daughter can live
well, with or without us
Whatever new thing she finds
Whatever she brings here
For heaven’s sake: No God!
We don’t live here any more
Any more any
Not any more any
There are still things of ours there
From long ago
Long ago
Altogether not little
Of some stuff too much
Most of it has expired
Long ago
Long ago
We don’t live here any more
Any more any
Not any more any
We don’t live here any more
Any more any
We don’t live here any more
Any more any
Not any more any
We don’t live here any more
What we are seeking in your dreams?
We seek nothing
We’re waiting
We’re waiting
Between us and you
Surge the waves colossal
A ravenous monstrosity
There where we land
If we land
we gain land
Alone
As a pair
As many
As expected
Waiting again
VOKALISEN
What we are seeking in your dreams?
We seek nothing
We’re waiting
We’re waiting
We have to wait somewhere
Seven screws hold me together
Seven screws
Seven screws
I sing and I sing
Until the Hundred-eyes gets sleepy
I steal the whole herd
I go backwards
retracing my own steps
The strong man
now wears a dress
a gift from me
he doesn’t know
It burns itself deep into his skin
Seven screws hold me together
Seven screws
Seven screws
One day I’ll take them out
I reassemble all my parts
will pull myself together
I rearrange the alphabet
and out of the sea of possibilities
I draw myself anew
non-binary
I: forever new
Seven screws hold me together
Seven screws
Seven screws
I sing and I sing
Until the Hundred-eyes gets sleepy
The strong man now wears a dress
It burns itself deep into his skin
Seven screws
Seven screws
One day I’ll take them out
I reassemble all the parts
I rearrange the alphabet
and out of the sea of possibilities
I draw myself anew
non-binary
I: forever new
A river with five, six islands
One is already anchored
Opens up its jaws
A prattler attempts
To sweet-talk the rock
Which tries all it can but
Cannot take flight
A cloud with tiny eyes
Has broken loose
Remnants of the earth still attached
All in all
All at once
Everyone at once
Everyone at once
The cunning shadow puppeteer
Operates with both his hands
Two marionettes:
Good and Not-so-good
At the other end:
A truncated crocodile
A plasma cell without its nucleus
Under the border hangs a devourer of light
A second face inscribed at its rear
Its young creeps in dialogue behind
Into back and beyond – faced forwards
In this infinitude
I am too
All in all
Infinitely often existent
Everyone at once
Everyone at once
All at once
All in all
Grazer Damm
From the Insulaner to the city motorway
Grazer Damm
Tiled stoves, laundry room in the attic
Air-raid shelter in every house
Grazer Damm
The Senate stockpiles briquets for dark times
Grazer Damm
Our apartment, although right at the top.
I cannot sleep. On the other side of the street people in costumes make a racket.
They’re drumming and they’re yelling.
It’s supposed to be something festive. Festively costumed turmoil.
Grazer Damm
My brother is there, like me, at the window, still a child.
I am annoyed: because it is all going on beneath the window
of my sleeping little sister.
The police arrive. People scatter. Grazer Damm
Directly in front of our window falls a curious man,
took one step too many, drops straight down from the roof.
A parachutist in full astronaut gear smacks down on the pavement, without
a chute. An ambulance, an ambulance
Grazer Damm
More jumpers hit the ground, pick themselves back up
– It’s not possible, we’ve not reached the bottom yet –
They try over and over to drop from low altitude
but have long since hit the bottom; injured
Grazer Damm
A suicide with the gas oven blasts a hole in the façade
Grazer Damm
Trains and death travel by night
beside the rain gutter across the roof.
My little sister… my little sister
Friedenau
Grazer Damm
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Grazer Damm
From Mitte to the north
From the east to the west
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Then 48 steps
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Up to 70 metres above sea level
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There where night is flattest
And is full of doors
I have become lost
Between the pillars
Entrance
The lobby
Leaves on the colourful marble floor
Swept in by the wind
Steps leading down
The ticket hall – unstaffed
No processing done here
No ballast checked in
Without controls
Through the next door
Lacklustre the stars in coffers
The eye of the dome blind
No sevenfoldedness
The niches long since vacant
Birds nesting
Salvia is growing
and savory
There where night is flattest
And is full of doors
The boarding gate
Some stairs
Beneath the canopy
On the edge of the runway
On the tarmac
Here I have become lost